It hurts so bad to know everyone close to you wants to leave.
I can never let go of the 4 years we all had together. Good and Bad.
how we cry together when we got our results
how we laugh like fuck
how we attempt to fly kites together
how we window shop for hours and not get anything in the end
how we have picnics together
how we were once so close.
and now everything we had for 4 years is falling apart.
why why why
please please. please. please. know how it's not all bad. it hasn't always been like this.
We can cultivate it.
And to some of you I'm so sorry we have to drag you into this crap.
It's not good. But we'll work it out. Why won't we work it out together.
You know how we always laughed so hard at our lame jokes that's been told a million times.
How we could talk like we've never seen each other in ages on our way home to the school's busstop.
How we mugged but never really worked.
How everything happened.
Im sorry.
I'm so sorry.
I feel like I'm the one who caused it.