Been so emotional lately it hurts too much. Too many things have been going on. Too much to handle all at once. I'm so lost and angry and sad all the time that I don't know what to say, what to do, how to act. What's become of me. I need to find myself again. The one that always finds a way out of things, the one that smiles through all these times, the one that finds it in me to make everything alright.
Confused. So unsure of myself. Too much pain. Can't deal with it.

And the only thing I can manage now is a sigh.