"Here we are, isn't this familiar. Haven't had someone to talk to in such a long time. And it's strange all we had in common." this part of the song I'm listening to now in the car on the way to my brother's POP got me thinking. Bout one person in particular that I only see every Christmas. Thought about how we could understand each other in the past and text and talk till the break of dawn. Because we didn't have the same circle of friends or same circle of anyone! So we were each other's escape. I don't love or like him in that way. I just admire him more than i do anyone. And maybe he doesn't talk to me and tell me things as a friend but as a minor. But what the heck it still beats not talking. And every Christmas that he regconises me and asks about me and gives me a different gift from the rest I feel that tad bit more special. Like we had a secret and even though it was in the past we still had a connection (again not in the love like way) but our conversations last up to 3mins max once every year. Meh. This post sounded so much better in my head with the dark sunrise and the music on my playlist.